Why am i always in these kind of troubles especially when my exam’s coming?!

I broke my foot 2 weeks ago and now what?! Kidney infection???!!!

& my exam is in 5 days time! Geez…

So stressful.. I don’t wanna fail any of the units… =’(

This is how the story goes,

I fell from the stairs on monday night. It really hurts me a lot, but i never think that it will be that bad.

I thought it was a sprain, so i just ignore it till the next day and Heather was like insist me to see the doctor. Fine.

What Dr. Wendy said was, she suspect that i broke my foot and wanted me to go for an x-ray and i was like what the hell?  It couldn’t be THAT serious.

Anyhow, i don’t really put much attention on what she’d said and was thinking my foot will probably heal by itself. LOL, anyway, thanks Heather who always has “the RIGHT priority” insist me to x-ray it AGAIN.

When we got the x-ray, my sister and Heather was like google-ing about cracked and broken feet x-ray to compare with my x-ray. What i was thinking is, I might really cracked my foot?! Anyway, we went to the doctor in uni again to know what really happened. Dr. Wendy: “Your foot is fractured! But your case is complicated, so you should just go to the specialist in the hospital”. Fine. This isn’t the worst.

Crystal came over. We went to the emergency department and waited there. We kept praying so that i only have to cast my foot instead of undergo a surgery. The doctor took my x-ray and discussed with the other specialist and this is what they conclude:

“As the fractured bone is nowhere a usual part, so a surgery has to be done.”

COOL…

No more partying;

no more drinking;

no more outing.

I’ll be a good girl; sticking my ass in the library & “J”,

I promise.

p/s: Wish me luck! I can do it!  =p

Matheson library;

9.30 am – 12.00am;

2 large cups of Hazelnut Latte;

almonds & sandwiches;

Management & Marketing;

LIFE REALLY SUCKS!

I turned 19?! Gosh… That’s FASSST! I’m no more “pok pok choy”???

I had a few celebrations with different group of friends. They are all BRILLIANT! I love them deep into my heart…

Your effort, your love; I really appreciate. =)

My 1st celebration:

The Fucking Family; Venue: Ying Thai & Cho Gao; Date: 16/05

2nd; 19/05

Celeste and YanJun on behalf for the rest of the gang? LOL! It’s a bit disappointed that you guys didn’t turn up, but it’s ok, I know that you guys are really busy with you exams and stuff! =)

Celeste & YanJun came over from city! We went 金味府 in Tooronga!  I had a surprise from them! So touching…. They made this:

They are SO COOL!

3rd; 20/05

Sarah, Crystal & I went  “***** **’*” (In case Celeste found out), and had a great girls talk!

After coffee, JieJie pick me up to some super EXPENSIVE restaurant, Shiranui! A bit worth & a bit not… =p

Anyhow, I enjoyed it sooo much!

When i got home, i got a BIG surprise! My room full with balloon, just like what i dreamt! Like it like it! Thanks you guys!

Special thanks to Jie… ^^

4th; 24/05

p/s: They didn’t!!! They turned up today!!! My feelings, is indescribable… I might not know how to show how much i appreciate it, but i really do! Thanks!

Happy Birthday, Sindy!

我不理智；总是轻易地被思绪打败…….

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你的第一行泪…… 总是左眼还是右?

因为我是右….

Am i going to pass all the units? Can i score an average of 70%? Can i make it to Clayton? Can i enjoy in doing commerce? Can i know what i want? Can i know my future? Can i be smarter? Can i not disappoint my parents? Can i? Can i? Can i?

But, can i just……..?   =’(

I’m so sad when one of my friend in Malaysia talk to me about his concert!

Gosh… I missed his concert, promo tour, & everything! Only way is to watch from YouTube. What the hell?!

EMO ALREADY LARH!!!

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Today’s date, 31st January! Deadline for every monash student to pay their fees! And wtf? I dont even get my offer letter.Yet, i suppose. Most of my friends in MUFY got their offers once the results out, but why not me?

I’ve been waiting for so long, chasing them with uncountable  emails and calls since 18th DEC!

And finally i got the answer…

Dear MS ONG
Monash ID – 21354820

In response to your application for admission into the Bachelor of Design (Visual Communication) as a full fee paying student at Monash University, I regret to inform you that your application has been unsuccessful. Your application has been assessed according to the faculty’s entry criteria but unfortunately your folio does not satisfy their entry requirements for this course.

Damn! I’d convinced my dad for so long and ended up like this?! And now i’m persuaded, to take my 2nd preference which is Bachelor of Commerce – OH NO! – but……

MONASH! WHERE’S MY OFFER LETTER?!

I’m now hanging in nowhere!!! Monash, You gotta do SOMETHING!

I just couldn’t imagine that death was SO close to me.

I’m having bad lucks these few days, they’re like keep coming to me till i can’t take a breath! From yesterday morning, I was awaken by a phone call, a call from my agent. They told me that i might have chances for not get enter into Monash. This is terrible. I was so confident, but what’s now? I e-mail and even call them for confirmation, but none of them can give me the answer, wait is the only answer from them. What the hell?

I was pissed so i went to my friend. Just to mumble. This lead me to know something that disappointed me so much! I was betrayed by someone that i loved and trusted. It hurts. Since, i’m so not going to share anything to anyone anymore. It shouldn’t work this way. YOU will feel sorry for it.

After that i had an argue with my sister. Worse, my feeling. Leaving the house can only make me feel better, i guess? So i stayed overnight in my friend’s house.

This evening, worse came to worst. I met an accident. It’s not a little bang or something, but a big one. In details, i was going through a round-about. Okay, i admit that i was quite in a fast speed as i was in a hurry, but i know that i could handle that, cause there wasn’t any car coming from the right – Isn’t it the right-handside car can always go first in a round-about? So i just keep my speed, but a Hyundai Tucson i guess, bang into my car from the left. Crap! It hit us so hard that my little Kelisa was going to turn upside down! This is not what i expected, cause i did saw her, and i expect that she will just stop, but she DID NOT! At that moment, we thought we’re going to die. My arm hit against the door and numbed, leg crushed the stering, and my friend on my left almost flew! If a little bit more, if the bang was on the door where my friend sat, then i would have drove my friend to death! But luckily, we both just get a few cuts and bruises. Thank GOD that He doesn’t want us that soon.

My car is worse than i thought, it’s totally out of shape as if it’s melted. Poor Kelisa, made of Milo tin.

Anyhow, the police came, pictures and measurement taken and made a police report. Everyone thinks that it’s the others fault, but i know……… it’s both’s!

Is this going to be an end, or it’s just a beginning?  

P/s: Death, can actually be so close……..